This year started with a bang then a great disappointment. A life changing career has just slips away from my grasp and as you guess it, another person that I heard who doesn't deserved it, got it.

It is just because I didn't submit personally my application few month back. Just because I didn't have the guts to do it and I didn't think I should have done that in the first place!

Well, what have been done cannot be undone. Just hope that what the fella promised me will definitely come true. Hopefully....