Happy New Year 2011

It's like a custom for me to include a song from Dan Fogelberg for the last post of the year.. A song that always in my mind when each year are at it's end. Reminding me the whole year on what I achieved, what I did, whom I met and the forgiveness I've asked. Regrets are not my things since I always accept the way God have planned to me.

2010 will always in my mind as towards the end of the year, I've choose to walk different path. 2011 will be a truly new chapter for me and my family. But as the songs that hopefully you will have some time to view it, some memory are too hard to be forgotten.

Happy New Year 2011 for you, and please take care of yourself. Enjoy the last day of 2010.




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Welcoming 2011

Gonna tell you the truth, 2011 will be a year where I dreaded the most. My computer will turn 3 years and soon, I need replacement for some of the parts that surely breakdown in due time. In my experience, electronics things will break down soon after they turn three. Last time, I'm using Asus technologies. Now it is Gigabyte.

It is also my fault because I never shut down my computer because computer is the main communication mode for us. While we did shut down it everyday when we are away last time, but switching it on and off for 10 15 times a day are not a good practice. When I realize this, now my computer runs 24/7. Only being shut down when we are away more than 8 hours.

Do you switch off yours every time you don't to use it? How dependent are your life with computer today?

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Last things on my mind

I really think that this problems will never ends. It is about the Red Proton that we changed the engine to 4G61T 2-3 years ago. How I wish that we can just order the spare parts on as easy as ordering briggs and stratton parts.

To be honest to you, my father already thinking about selling the car off since the problem that have been plaguing us for more than one year. The problem that we have is, the car will have this 'jerking' symptom a week after went out from the workshop. Then it will become worst after that. We already try to do all that we can, changing things that might be the one causing that problem but to our dismay, it still persist.

Maybe it is time for us to let go of it. Or worst, we just get another engine to fit in to it. Maybe...

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Blessed Christmas 2010 and a Happy New Year 2011

This update would be the last update that I will post up inside RX Enterprise office on this three years old table of mine. The only lucky lad to have a table of his own.

Today would be the last day I'm here and will be on a new path next year. Yes, I've resign my post here and will be unemployed until given notice. :P

I would like to say, Thank You, to my boss and all colleagues for your 5 years of friendship and cooperation. I have tons of sweet memory with you. Traveling around the whole Sabah, all the East Malaysia trips, the marvelous dinner and makan-makan that we have and those things and evens that I forgot to mention here.

Wishing you all, including my reader, a Blessed Christmas 2010 and Happy New Year of 2011.

P/s: If I leave here tomorrow, would you still remember me?


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The meaning of sacrifice

Took all the necessary things since 2 weeks ago and now, I will embarking a new life journey in five day. Looking back to 5 years ago, there is a lots of up and down in my life while I'm with them. And it makes me wonder why they didn't stop me from leaving. Maybe the warning that "rock the whole ship" the other day were really meant for me? Or is it due to happen in anytime sooner for the rest of us.

What ever it is, every one have their own sacrifice. And this is one of it. From me. I would like to put a long excerpt that I read on my old friend's blog, Mas Jaffri, also quoted from his grandfather :

My grandfather told me something this Aidilfitri, which to this day left a great deal of comprehension;

"Setiap orang ada pengorbanan dia yang tersendiri. Ini (menuntut ilmu di perantauan) pengorbanan awak, bukan pengorbanan orang lain. Jadi dugaan inilah yang akan paling bermakna buat awak, kerana hanya awak sahaja yang kenal erti pengorbanan ini."

[Everyone has their own sacrifices to make (in life). This (being overseas) is yours; not anothers'. Therefore only you would benefit the most from this experience, for only you understand the true meaning of this sacrifice (that you have chosen).]

In life, there are times at which we are put into situations against our favor, and where the very appraisal and notion of options do not inherently exist. When this happens, a choice subtly becomes a sacrifice. When sacrifices are being made, their outcome would not always imbue to our liking, but we confer them not because it is a choice that we want - but it is a choice which is the most appropriate within reason.

When a husband takes the day off to cater to all the wishes of his sick wife - he is making a sacrifice.

When a wife races to prepare dinner on the table even after a long day at work, just so that her husband could have a decent meal - she is making a sacrifice.

When a brother decides to skip going out with his friends, just to keep his brother company at home - he is making a sacrifice.

When a mother makes the choice of quitting her job, in order to care for her four young children - she is making a sacrifice.

When a father decides to decline a promotion which entails him an upheaval in remuneration, so that he can remain close to his family - he is making a sacrifice.

Quoted from his blog, http://jepsloci.blogspot.com/.

Reading this really calm my heart. Because this is one of the sacrifice that I've made for my family. I think it is worth it. In my heart I quietly pray asking for God to guide me and strengthen my heart for this new life. Maybe, in few more years or maybe months, I can buy my wife tanzanite rings.That can be a good thing.

Condolence to Mas Jaffri Masarudin and his family for their brother/son, Dr Mas Afzal passing. I'm also devastated when I heard the news. Even though your brother and me are not so close, but I always remember him when I do my running or jogging. I still remember vividly when I'm still in La Salle, Kota Kinabalu, while in the rugby team, when my time of training coincidentally with your brother training, he will run beside me. When he stop for rest and I'm still running, soon after he joined back, he will ask me if I don't feel tired running 20 laps. May god Bless his soul.


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Not in the mood...

Didn't know things can be like this today. A simple question can turn into a disaster. That is what happen when people are not really mean to their words. What come out from their mouth are not the same what they feel in their heart.

Making me wonder what really they wanted. Every time something like this happen, I always think that every decision that I've made in my life got to do something with this kind of disaster. Wrong move, bad mistake, usually influence by them. That is why as I always said to others, I'm the black sheep in the family.

But in reality, we are just imitating them. Just like scanner software, I can tell three of us here are just imitating them. I just hate when they wanted the very best from you but will go to the extreme by making you feel guilty by then.But please don't challenge me in exchanging words that can make your heart broken. I'm too good in that.

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My weight is like a yo-yo...

That is what happen to you if you are not so serious about getting leaner. I think I need weight loss affiliate program that force me to run 10 KM each day and swim 5 KM everyday! Last week, the scale is at 81.9 KG, and yesterday it was at 82.9 KG. That is 1 KG difference!

But my running distance are still at a the last record. 4.3 KM in 30 minutes. Lucky I may say because I can feel the difference between running regularly and running occasionally. And truly, I need to change my running shoe. The newly bought still in the box, wrap nicely in the plastic. Gonna wait until the old shoe breath it's breath.

M.u.s.t e.x.e.r.c.i.s.e r.e.g.u.l.a.r.l.y!

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Creating a new website?

Have you ever thinking about getting a blog like others or maybe thinking about getting started to do online business but only feel let down because you didn't know how to do it?

Fret not because now, someone has shown me a way to do it easier. Introducing you a website creator, WebDeva website, where you can do anything to your newly design website.They will assist you from beginning to the end. And what more, they also provide e-Commerce tools for you too! A great way to start a new online business.

You also can make a new blog, forum and many many more. They also provide Facebook, Twitter and Google integration for your blog. Hmm... what an easy way for me to create a new blog next time. Go visit them for a look at www.web-deva.com.


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Christmas is near!

In 15 days, Christmas will be here. But it is going to be different this year. Why, because I've tendered my resignation today. And I will be facing unemployment for quite sometimes. Maybe, I will be handling art prints in the future. If only somebody wanted to hire me.

Next week it is gonna be a free week for me, if I'm not being called by them to resume work until the last day. I will be spending my time with my family. Maybe go for a swim at Likas Sport Complex, cutting grass at my house, going family visits or much more.

Feels a bit melancholy, but I need to endure that. Well, times change people. So do I. Only if the fella didn't say about it during the meetings. Only if the other guy didn't big mouthed to us. Maybe, that is how life is.

Bring it on 2011. Opening a new chapter next year.

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Ending a chapter in my life

A great undertaking today. Feels like heavy heart but have to do it anyway. For family. For Sean. Unless there is anything change. But I doubt that.

Well as I always said, something has to change in order to change your life. Sometimes you have to do the difficult decision in your life. But life is always evolve in decision. Make a wrong decision is part of the learning lesson. But sometimes it is worth it. Making the right decision make it worthwhile.

Lots of things I've learn here. Lots of friends, foes and strangers I've met. The memories will always be in me. The hardship, the suffering and all the time I've spend.

Soon I'll be leaving all my tools and trades. Gonna missed the flexible life. The traveling adventure and all. Will be picking up cutting tools as a new skills in near future. Gonna be a handy man. Or man under the sun, rain and wind. I swear I'm gonna be black next year.

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At the brink of insanity

This is my current state of mind. Confused. Dazed. Dilemma. In choosing a new path of life. I'm not afraid of changes. Only fear for the wrong step in choosing them. It is because if I choose the wrong one, I'm not the only one who will be suffered.

As now, I already undertake an impossible thing. Getting ready for the 'leap of faith'. Will I go wrong this time? Should I wait for the one been offered last May? But what if it is only a decoy? Or empty promises? What about the things that already in my hand? What if they called last minute? What if my name will be on the list while I can't get out from the place? What if, what if... too many things in my mind. That's why I said, I'm in the brink of insanity.

Puffs of cigars won't clear my mind. As there is a lot of things to be done. Should I take this? Should I take that? Should I wait? Should I just stay? Staying means I will face the music that I heard over and over again that I wanted to puke all the hatred in their face. Going means I will only get less and the load will be more.

Only if they can change, only if they realized it earlier, only if they want me to stay... but that would be impossible. They don't know a thing. Because they only depends on us to get things done. And complaint when there is none. Because there is none to be done. Just because we are the lower class, we can't do everything that the upper class can. We are restricted to that.

But something have to be change in order for me to change. But that something might make me an insane person.

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Will it goes well?

Went to the place after being recommended by my friend. I can tell you that he is lovable person there because he is the tallest person ever work there. I think he do ever use hgh supplement and that is why he is tall!

Everything went smooth but I think I've unintentionally twisted some fact about them but from their face, I can see they will give me some break. Who doesn't do that during the eyes meet eyes time right?

Not yet call back the other one but will do when I finally topup my air time credit. Way different than what I've expected. Just pray that I don't nuked up my opportunity this time.


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Dilemma or in limbo?

Recently, I've watch this movie called "Inception" where you can retrieved important data or plant an idea that can or may change people in decision making or their life in their dream. And there is a term that they called it "in a limbo" where you can't get up from your dream and think that your real life is actually a dream.

And yet today, I'm in a dilemma because I've been offered something that can change my life, my family life but in the same time, someone else are bringing other option for me. Tell you the truth, I can't make any decision for the time being. One life changing will required me to be fit and strong while being in the place that can be quite stressing full with loud noise. The other one just simple in a cool air place and flying can be a lifestyle. I just put flying there since the news bringer told me that could be another perk for the life changing place.

Fit and strong but with terms and condition attached. I kinda like this challenge. Kinda make me wanna have some fat burner reviews to accelerate my body transformation. But I love flying the most. Flying like you are taking a bus. The hustle and bustle in the airport makes me happy. Ahhh damn, both are almost the same.

Another eyes meeting and details changing will be done again in less than 24 hours. Just hope this cool air place can beat the noisy place moolah.

Because I have to do it for the family.

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Down with fever and flu

Fever comes and go. Flu sticky like hell. Voice change and people didn't recognized me when I talk through the phone. That is what happen to me for the past one week.

To be honest, last week, I went broke. Just as soon I got my pay check, something happen and money come flying. I think I need to take payday advance loan from my boss. Rest of the balance in the account are just enough to pay my insurance and my son. Stressed dude!

Anyway, for this week, a phone call came in and maybe would be a signal to a life changing meetings. In fact, today I will be meeting a stranger that would bring some good news. Hopefully.

I didn't give much hope anyway. But if the offer are right, maybe I will be seeing different view other than what I see everyday here, next year.

Wish me luck.

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Saturday Music Video - White Sandy Beaches


This songs can make my one year old boy put down everything and stand up watching this video until we turn it off. I think it is because I've played this song for him when he is a still born. Anyway, enjoy the song. May you all have a white sandy beach weekend...


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A parcel arrived today and it's not for me.

The parcel 'was' under my name but redirected to not other than my father. He bought an iPhone 4 from my brother. I'm so getting ipods next time seeing that parcel. Only when I do have the money.

I've decided today and every Saturday onwards, I'm gonna post a Saturday Song selection from me. Just to make little changes to this boring blog that I can foresee are now going to a slow death. Only me can make the difference.

Next post will be the first one. Just wanted to ask, what are other things that you think I should do? Post up picture of the week? Summary of my week days post? Tell me on the comment.

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Selling my Wii set

I'm selling my Nintendo Wii set since it is only lying around our room collecting dust.plus I might need the money to buy an LCD TV that will cost me about RM1200 plus HDMI cables to connect to my laptop.

Gonna sell it for RM1600 (willing to give discount to those who are really interested) including all the accessory and games that I bought that cost more than RM300. Bear in mind that I bought it twice the price I'm selling last time and what more, it is a Japanese sets that are quite rare to get now. Below is the picture of the items.

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Just drop me a comment and I will get to you ASAP. Price will include postage or shipping anywhere in Malaysia. Will never deliver it to outside Malaysia because I've got fake transaction or delivery instruction few sales before. Blame it to the scammers !

Here is my Mudah.my link for the sales....

Used Nintendo Wii Japan Version with accessory


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Black Friday, how I wish they were here!

How I wish that there is Black Friday for us here in Malaysia. It is because it will be a great time to hunt things that I really wanted since 2008 until now but still never bother to get enough money to buy one. An 32" LCD TV.

Kinda pathetic since I can get a new reel for my fishing hobby, new pair of shoes (at discounted rate) but not for that TV. Hopefully, I can get one next year as I can see the trend that LCD TV are getting less expensive.

Now, as this Black Friday are nearing (so as Thanksgiving days are approaching) i can say it is about 32 days before Christmas. Didn't hope much for any present this year. Just hoping to get a better future. A different view at works maybe next year?

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Joy Does Life!

82.7 KG, my current weight. First weigh-in at 22 May 2010, I'm at 91 KG. My daily diet consist sweet drinks, soda and junk food. I ate 4-5 times a day. I consumed 3 plates of rice. Not to mention the red meats and all the oily fried food. I can barely walk from my house to the town of Tanjung Aru.

When I start my jogging ritual, I barely can run 10 minutes. Even my knee caps almost explode protesting my running. And I need best anti wrinkle cream to hide my hideous wrinkle caused by the fatty tissue under my face.

Who would have guess that I can run 4.5 KM under 30 minute and weighing 83.7KG today? Even took out swimming lesson just to get an active life. I've lost 70% interest of games nowadays.

So you still need motivation? Watch this guy who transform from a fat ass (I like to call him that) to a hunk guy. Remember, you must have a good motivation to look good. Go here -> Ben Does Life.

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iPhone or iPod? The question remains...

Dual posting for today! Just because I needed money to get on by. I of the reason, The Beatles album are not available at iTunes already. Now I'm addicted to get an iPhone or iPod. With money becoming more scarce to earn since the man(s) in charge of our land decide to kill us all with higher fuel price, I think I only can get an iPod.

My brother already got his iPhone 4. The game are so addictive but I only envious because the music player that he have. He can store like 1000+ songs in it, but not like my old 6233 Nokia, only about 100+ (less one zero there). Not to mention the Iphone accessories that he have.

Well, we needed money not for this thing anyway. We need it to start an Foreign Exchange account just to get some extra income just in case I decide to become 100% used cloth seller.

Seems that our days are being counted already huh?

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Sold our PSP and now our car engine need repair

Last weekend, we sold our Sony Play Station Portable (PSP) in attempt to get more space in our room and I can say a pathetic way to get money too. Reason we have to sell that PSP was because we rarely use it anymore and the things just lying around the room collecting dust.

Instead of wasting it and becoming a large paper weight, we decide to sell it. Sold it to a lucky chaps that knew how to bargain for only RM400 at Kepayan. Cheap like hell but, we need the money anyway.

And guess what? Soon after that, my car mechanic inform me that I need to change turbo parts in our car. We already fried it due to our negligence, so to speak. It will cost us around RM600 this time. That is more than what we get from the PSP. Change it or get cheap car insurance quote since the car will not get enough power to even go to Kundasang roads.

Now, I'm planning to sell my Japanese set of Nintendo Wii for RM1600 plus all the accessory that we have. Same reason to sell, the things almost becoming a large paper weight in our room.

Bye bye PSP, now you got a new place to serve. May you serve your new master well.

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Selamat Hari Raya Haji

One year ago, I imagine that I should have been up the steel floor than this cement floor around this time. But no, not again, I'm still stuck here. Stuck in the same hell hole.

Should I just go and find healthcare job? Or venturing out to a new things in my life? Can I accept the changes? Actually, I'm kinda giving up searching for my dream. Because, with all this bureaucracy, I'm 99% sure can't get the dream.

Well, just venting my stress out from this blog. Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all my muslim reader.

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Swimming lessons fee

Suppose to have another day of swimming today but just realizes that my coach mixed up his schedule and today lesson is canceled. So no swimming today.

For those who wanted to joined me (in the swimming lesson), the fee is Rm120 for 4 lesson a month, that is once a week lessons. And Rm200 for twice a week lesson for a month. Qualified trainer will conduct the lesson, if you want to know who will be the coach. I myself are just beginning to learn how to swim.

Basic things you might need to buy before starting is just a pair of swimwear, and a pair of swimming goggles. That will cost you about Rm100 and above for the swimwear (more for the ladies) and about Rm35-Rm50 or more for the goggles. Beside that, you will need a towel, (swimmer towel can cost you Rm60) and a small bags to store all the above items and also your fashion jewelry just in case you came from office direct to the swimming lesson.

As the time for the lesson, my schedule is every Tuesday and Thursday evening, from 6pm to 7pm. And you will need to buy your own swimming pool tickets that cost Rm5. The venue will be at Likas Aquatic Center, Likas. Drop me a comment if you are interested. Because leaving the phone number here can make my coach life miserable.

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First ever swimming lesson!

I admit I don't know how to swim. Even though I sail, I know how to sail a small boat (470 Class boat, but I don't know how to swim. And today, I learn how to swim.

I have to nagged my brother in law, who happen to be a swimming coach at Likas Sport Center, for few month before he finally give me the time to give me the lesson. have to beg him, even kneeling on the floor, but using this ergonomic kneeling chair to support my fragile knee caps. :P

Well, last night I bought my first swimming trunk that cost a bomb! Plus today I bought my first proper swimming goggles also cost a bomb! But I know, the money that I spend will never replaced the knowledge of swimming.

Yet, today I learn how to breath properly while swimming, the proper leg kicking in the water and the proper hand technique.  Guess what, I barely can swim now hahaha...

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Planned to register, but the mail let me down

As you know, I'm registered with this paid to blog company for about 2 years now. It just happen that I wanted to register another blog with them and today, they are not longer wanted any blog hosted from blogger or blogspot.

That is what happen when you always procrastinate things that should have been done 4-5 month ago. Now they only wanted own hosted blog that can cost me like Rm300-Rm500 per year! Wait, that is less that you can get from them anyway! Maybe, it is time for me to own a hosted blog and try the exclusive wordpress that I've always said wanted to do, but wanted to save money.Can get you a fine matouk dude!

Well, time to seriously weigh the option!

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Undelivered promises

About three month ago, someone promised to her mother and the rest of the people to build the mother a room and a proper toilet and bathroom. And to add spices, he pledged Rm2000 for the project and will add more if the needs arise. Crooked more than the politician, we manage to collect and add more than what he pledged! And he only stand there, while we were working, smoking his ciggie and talking about his new axe, PRS that worth Rm2000!

Undelivered promises should be returned with a return address labels. Just like undelivered mail. But with a different twist. Full with sarcasm. Lots of it. I think he know why I said, I wanted to see the PRS and gonna bring it home. Only to be return when the project are fully paid by him.

Not a surprise since I know the whole history. Just a little setback. Major setback for our financial. As long as the mother in law sleeps better and cooks better, we don't have any problems.


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I think I should just give that piece of paper.

Blown up today, for just a simple question. Should have just abandon the ship before they started to starved you to death. Today, the extra work that they ask you to do, they wanted you to do it free, but instead, my question makes them to come green monster and started to threaten you with all their stupid answer.

Come on, I have the experience, but you don't. You depends on me on decision making.  I do the things that you should have done. And now, you trying to bite me when you are sitting there and smile while we scoop up your shit that you made?

Gonna think wisely and started to weigh all the trouble. Got to prepare umbrella and rain boots before all of it happen. A kamik rain boots should be nicer with all the colorful design with it. Yeah, preparing that piece of paper shouldn't be hard.

I think I'm going bonkers tonight. By hook or by crook, somebody gonna get hurt. Haha... Damn...

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Ignorance is bliss

Sometime it is hard to say the fact that might hurt someone feelings. Saying it out loud might trigger a fight that you want to avoid. But usually, being sarcastic works out better. Me being sarcastic is even worst than someone point it out on your head.

I know the person is referring to me. But the point is, that person like to twist the fact. You know the work need to be done, but why you don't just ask your partner to cancel the fishing trips and just help us? Is it your partner that wanted to go fishing badly or is it you actually? So is it really you account are being hacked and you lost all your money? How about the post that you said that someone actually found your handbag the other day and you got it back alright? Disappear just like that? And the story you trying to tell us are not consistent.

We already lost hope in acquiring or hoping for your help or even your presence. Even your presence now becoming an annoyance to us. Making me even more, frustrated. You grab you partner balls until he suffocate and couldn't joined his best friend activities. You like that huh?

I guess, ignorance is bliss. So ignoring you might be a bliss. Anyway, don't say that we never face the hardship that you are facing now. At least we try to help others in that hardship. Try to look at yourself, ever help anyone that ever helped you?

Well, I'm just voicing it out here because I'm frustrated with that person who take things for granted. Time to take hgh supplements. Wanna look younger when I died. Only the good die young.

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Crazy dude with many emails

Was suppose to do another post for today but suddenly I realize that I forgot my Adsense account login. A shock that can link human growth hormone side effects and make my hair thinner that it should be. And I'm not tall actually.

But luckily, as I'm typing my problem to their forum, the login name flashed in my head and realized that it was the same name but different '@ dotcom' behind. Almost giving me heart attack.

This is the price that I have to pay since having more than eight email addresses for different purpose. It's a mess when I need to come up with the password. My banking password, email password, et cetera et cetera....


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Gain weight plus improved mileage...

I've gain weight without using weight gain supplements. Why? Because I skipped many many many weight lifting days and only keep on running in 10 days lapse. Ironically, I've improved my running length and currently I can run 4.3km in 30 minutes. 0.7km less than I targeted.

I'm still searching for a partner that can join me to run outdoor. Or rather someone drag me to rock climbing because I heard it was fun. Well, I haven't got the opportunity yet. Maybe someone will later.

Was thinking to buy a bike so that I can go biking again. Financial constraint making it impossible. Next time maybe...


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Cleaning up time...

Tired and lack of sleep make my dizzy and weak. The three week 'obligation-as-son-in-laws' work almost done. But we know we will be proud of it forever. Any comments or critics that will come later on will be ignored because our mission and vision are not for them. Just for the mother-in-law.

It was tiring, there are lots of patch up works to do. Cementing floor, cleaning up the yards, building the chicken coop, relocate the bathroom and so on. Cementing the floor are the hardest one since we have to do it manually. We are lucky since all the son-in-law (not all, it's four of us) mixing the cement. Kinda replacement for all the workout that we should have been. If not, we have to turn to Lipofuze as our fat burner. Maybe, combining it with the hard work we do can accelerate our slimming program.

Now the work almost done, we can get our normal life back. Now, I know all the character of my other in-law, one are being control by queen control, one are egoistic, one just follow the command, and the best of it,  one are born to be the leader. But only one really disappointing, giving promises that he can't even keep.Promise this promise that, then when the time comes, he just give a silent stare to us. Not our problem, just let his mum ask about it (the promise) later :P

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False hope doesn't shatter my dream

Never know that I will face the same type of person at the other place. Sweet mouth, empty promises and degrading you at the same time. My first impression was, wow this guy is cool! Then less than 8 hour I began to despise him.

Despise him because I took all the trouble to be there, wasted my time and money to hear him degrading me and offered me lower than what he told me on the phone. Well, you will know something is not right if the most senior in that particular place is just one year and half senior than everybody else. And the one he introduce you as the leader soon-to-be is actually will resign in due time. That is the time when the BIG question mark sink in my half boiled brain.

Serve this as my lesson. But I didn't regret being there as it was a new experience, way beyond my dream. And meeting few new friends that can crack you head as well.

Well, I can get a personalized baseball bats to commemorate my journey there. And use that to bashed that squinty eyes of sweet-empty-promise little head. Haha, just kidding.

p/s: I brought back my uniform since I work for him free for one day. Serve that as my salary even though he asked me to return it back. :P

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Will it come true this year?

I woke up too early today. Fatigue since the rest of the son-in-laws trying to improve the mother-in-law house and a good run yesterday, I decided to sleep early last night.

And then soon after I sat down on the computer chair, my phone ringing with unidentified number. I really thought it was from Miri, but then, it came from the island. The lady on the other line ask me if I'm in the island right now, but I said, I'm here in the mainland. She replied, she will call me back next week to arrange for the meeting. After she hang up then the shock sank in. It was the call that I've waited!

To be honest, last week was our luckiest week, and today (hopefully next week too) also brings good news for us! Wish me luck because I need it.

Now, I can dream of getting a Sony VAIO for my communication device with my family IF the meeting is successful. WOOT! It still send shiver down my spine remembering the phone call.

Note: False hope and empty promises... Read my next post... 


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Speeding up my weight loss

I think I need weight loss product to speed up my weight loss program. But, wouldn't it be expensive? Working out alone can be pretty much boring. Imagine running on the treadmill alone.

I'm still looking for a running partner because my brother are not too keen on running with me since we like to give each others the middle finger sign when we are running. Competing who will be the last one to reach the finishing line or who can carry the heaviest dumbbell. Even my other friends like to run at different timing from me.

Stressed out for nothing. Back to work...

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Truly gained 1 KG

I've monitoring my weight in this one whole week and I found out I've gained about 1 kilo. It must be because the beer that I consumed while ignoring my daily workout. Blame it to the family gathering.

And while at it, my appetite must have been more than normal because of the lack of exercise. Should I buy the appetite suppressant to curb my eating binge? Maybe no.

So, no more skipping exercise, Joy. You need to get on 78 KG by Nov 2010. Remember the magazine that make you awe just now? From 98KG to 78KG in THREE month! You have been working out the flab in four month and you only manage to get rid of 7 KG. Come on... YOU CAN DO IT!

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Upgrade for the MIL

The plan was discussed since March this year. Everyone contribute their idea but as usual, No Action Talk Only.

This time, my brother-in-law will do in his own way while involving everyone in this plan. Currently, he is at out mother-in-law's house measuring everything and making sure everything will be in order. So this Sunday, after the used clothes sale, I will join them and for now I need to buy safety boots. This ugg boots surely look nice but this is not a suitable boots. Need the Phua Chu Kang type of yellow boots.

So hopefully, everything will be in order. So that we can enjoy our stay at her house.

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Bundle (used cloth) seller

Okay, this time another business. Small capital but if we can carry on, it's gonna be a good one. Currently, my friend and I are teaming up to sell used cloth from Japan and Korea at Giant Hypermall Building, Kolombong. Our stall located at the parking lot and we only operating on Sundays.

We sell, ladies cloth, mainly from Korea and T-Shirt from Japan, usually mixed with USA used cloth too. We still haven't yet get any info that we can get used hip hop clothing but we will try to work it out.

We already open up second batch of used cloth and selling it at RM8 a piece. Anyone interested, please visit us at the location above to view our items.

Actually, used cloth are more better in terms of quality than buying it from local boutique. For example, Quicksilver brand. I can guarantee you that every t-shirt from the boutique will be manufactured in China or Thailand. Used item usually will be source from USA or Japan thus, their quality will be far more better as the t-shirt will be manufactured in USA, Japan or Australia.

And what more, nobody will ever know that you are wearing used cloth, they only see the brand. And you are only using them at once a week basis or maybe once a month, so why waste your money for a brand new? I can show you that I'm wearing Prada t-shirt made in Italy, but you will never know that it was a used items. :D

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Bought a new shoe for my car

Then soon after, it rains. "Good" timing I guess. But I'm RM655 poorer this month. Hopefully I can cover it back next month because I've been in the "broke" state since early this year.

Yesterday, I saw an accident at Lido-Penampang bypass traffic light. A pickup truck turned turtle and hit a tree. The car was badly damage at the front passenger side. I'm not sure if there any person sitting on that side because if there is, the person will never survived the impact. Reminds me to get acheap auto insurance quote just in case this will ever happen to me.

And today, someone at Selangor won the RM47.8m Jackpot. Lucky bugger. I'm poorer RM2 to him since I bought a lucky pick ticket last two week. Luck on his/her side I guess.

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It's a new record!

I hardly believe that I can make it. 4km in 31 minutes. That is about 2.54 mile in 31 minute. Now, I know what is my weaknesses so in the future, I know how to motivate myself to run beyond my capabilities.

I do face back pain while pushing my body to the new limit, but I restrain myself into taking fast walk in one minute instead of regular 2 minute. And keep pushing myself to run in 5 to 3 minutes without stopping.

I don't know about this but I've read and heard that when you are slimmer and leaner, your chances getting a good job will shoot up. And when I do, I might get a good one and finally get enough money to try find overseas housing of my own. In fact, Buxton foreclosures will be a good start for me. Hmm... Gonna run again today. See if I can get rid this love handle before Christmas 2010.

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House Protection

*Edited post due to un-relevant to the notes.

Ever worry about your own home safety? Try installing hidden cameras at strategic area and get peace of mind without worrying someone sneaking into your house. No more sleepless night protecting your house.

What about your car? I'm sure that car is also our second big investment for our own life-make-simple property. Install a GPS Tracking into your vehicle and you will never be so panic when your car being stolen. It is because tracking your vehicle using GPS tracking unit is easier than relying the authority to locate them.

You will never regret getting them and even smile when the unfortunate events happen to you.

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Horsing around...

This is my current emotional status: Frustrated. This whole mumbo jumbo are getting up my nerve. No use describing it here because it can cause me an arm.

If what 'we' said in that discussion really works out, I can even dream getting a horse and buy myself a horse tack. But I only can think of that they are just horsing around with word but not action. Come on, why not ask everyone to come in and do their own job instead of relying to people who aren't suppose to do that?

Geez... With this situation, I don't think it will turn into normal again. Abandoning the ship will be the best option.

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Damn tired and gonna off to bed now

Screw Facebook. I rather bury my face in the pillow than facing the computers. There life outside them haha...

I just came back empty handed from a unfruitful fishing trip. A short trip but all of us were bored and stiff waiting for the fish to take our bait. Not even a single bite, I tell you.

Gonna take a few minutes to take this enzyte reviews then soon off to bed. Kinda interesting article actually IF you need them.

No, I'm not gonna take that for -you know what you thinking- tonight. I'm still strong without using them :P

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Outdoor or indoor? That is the question.

Now, as I'm writing, the rain has stopped. A small chances that it will rain again. But good weather for me to start running outdoor. Because running outdoor is best fat burner for men in my opinion.

But I still wanted to know on how do I keep track my distance when I do outdoor. Should I buy GPS gadget to tracking my distance? Big problem, no money.

Well, maybe I just stick on running on the treadmill. And now it's raining again.

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Joyblee weight loss tips

This is my personal fast weight loss tips. Some may say I'm wrong but this is what I practice and religiously do.

  • Try to avoid alcoholic drinks. Alcohol makes you fat. Drinking even one glass of beer worth two day of workout. Drinking is fun, workout is pain. Just be moderate drinker. That would be fine.
  • Eat eggs everyday. BUT AVOID THE YOLK. Try making a omelet using three eggs but only keep one yolk, chuck out the other two. Mix it with mushroom or anything you like. Corn beef also nice but please, not everyday. Eggs = protein. Take it easy on the oil for frying. Go for olive oil or non-stick pan.

  • Eat fish twice or trice a week. Fish = eggs = protein. Not so much on fish though, mercury are rampant. You might end up being disable person. Fish soup are great.

  • Take it easy on your rice intake. Also on the noodles. Rice can slowly build up fat. One plate of rice equals to 3 spoon of sugar.

  • Avoid soda drinks. 100Plus also contains sugar. Plain water is way better. Best served cold with a twist of lemon. Moderate intake of soda doesn't kill you, but it can kill your weight records. 
 Remember, *food is the fuel of the body, not a source of happiness.

* Taken from bendoeslife.tumblr.com




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Answered prayer?

How many time have you ever try asking people at your FaceBook account asking if they are generous enough to give you some money, say like, to buy a running shoe, then someone reply to it with a happy answer?

That is what happen to me yesterday when I put up my status with this words, " wanna get new running shoe, but I'm broke. Anyone wanna donate me some money to top up my RM10 so that I can get it to Rm69.90?". This God sent angel 'like' my status and reply, "When do you need it?" Cool eh? Can't wait for him to get back on this 22 Sept.

Now, that someone can sponsor me a pair of running shoes, I need to get my tummy flat. Gonna try this lowe ab workouts. But I think it's better to do that sit up and crunch so that you know the sacrifice you made when you gawking the fatty food. Hmm... lamb chops....

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Hitting a plateau

One question, how to lose weight super fast? Because I'm hitting a plateau. My weight doesn't goes up or down.

My conclusion, I'm eating too much but less exercise. It's like a bucket of water. I take out one bowl of water when I'm exercise and put back one bowl back when I eat. So, one minus one plus one equal to one. Back to square one.

This time, no more skipping daily running. Even I don't have time to lift weight, I'm determine to keep on running. Discipline is number one!


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There is life outside internet.

Been disconnected from the internet for nine days and I feel really good. Something happen at home and everyone need to gather and help each other. Reason, my beloved uncle passed away.

Then everyone here, gather around, trying to keep in touch with each other. Despite some of misunderstanding, we ignore it for a while. Playing cards till late night, that requires me to get wrinkle eye cream trying to heal my bagged eyes. It got wrinkle a while, you see...And tons of beer too.

Well, we kinda celebrating his life. Doing what he like to do when he is still alive, listening to music that he loves to listen and even reminiscing everything he like to do. My cousin even remember that that uncle is the one who give his name when his own dad scramble to named him. Named my cousin Beardsley, after Peter Beardsley.

Few lesson that I learn there. Don't try to steal money from unfortunate people. Don't try to hit people when you are caught red handed stealing especially people with disability. Don't try to hurt elder people especially when the person you are trying to get revenge is your own family leader. You might ended be an outcast from the family.

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Keep walking...

Been busy lately with another small scale business. Since we have plenty of time to kill and no money to enjoy, we think it would be a good time to make some money.

These ideas are from my colleague, he started it 2 month ago while I just sitting on my cubicle watching him getting extra income. Until one day he said, it is hard for him to get things to sell, that is the time I jump in. So we decided to join venture and use all our hard earn money (even using our emergency money) to get our supply.

We finally get a contact (supplier for the items) after begging to those who are in this business too. Yes, they really stingy in sharing information. Then money worth RM1300 and 100KG of supply changing hands.

Then we proceed to open up the packaging under a small light bulb at my colleague's house. We wish he had a small green park with beautiful landscape with bright landscape lighting because we barely see the things in our hands.

Nevertheless, today, after one week getting the supply, we already cover up half of our investment. Hopefully, this will be a good starter for us.

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